MillieBlaze

okay... its been SO SO long since i wrote a entry so here it goes. Life is complicated, hard and predictable. i was diagnosed with bipolar - and its only got worse since then. I am single, i have anxiety problems and im creativly a bit blocked atm. i also seem to be writing in one sentance and then putting a double space in for emphasis. i apolagise. Seriously though i am hoping to pick up my sketches a bit more and in my spare time i am running a weekly show on www.blogtv.com/people/amehsweet where  ising and play guitar for everyone. feel free to stop in and give me a poke :) On a more positive note l4d2 is AMAZING! i cannot get enou

Hey, Its been again FAR too long since i wrote in this thing.. not that anyone reads it! So.... the last time i wrote was in april, just after lan i believe... Well Im still with my boyfriend and im even more in love than i first thought, we have had our ups and downs but hey.. everyone does. Suddenly tonight after not hearing from him all day something in me has clicked... and god i miss him so so much!! Im going to uni in 2 weeks! huzzah! so il get to live with my bf and go back to studying what i always have enjoyed- History. Sorry i really cant concentrate on writing anything in depth about anything at the moment.. my mind is filled

Sorry its been so long, I found myself busy these last few monthes with professional gaming.... however going in straight into the top teams proved to have its problems. However we all know that with problems bring great opportunities.... Mine came in the form of my wonderful partner, we spent a few days together at a gaming lan.... and now i cannot imagine my life not with him...i do wish we were a little closer however,a sea holding us apart is kinda problematic :( he is my musical muse.. i hope he can be my artistic muse also. I will get around to some drawings soon i promise :) Amy