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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 25, 2009, 9:16 PM
okay... its been SO SO long since i wrote a entry so here it goes.

Life is complicated, hard and predictable.

i was diagnosed with bipolar - and its only got worse since then.

I am single, i have anxiety problems and im creativly a bit blocked atm.

i also seem to be writing in one sentance and then putting a double space in for emphasis.

i apolagise.



Seriously though i am hoping to pick up my sketches a bit more and in my spare time i am running a weekly show on [link] where ising and play guitar for everyone. feel free to stop in and give me a poke :)

On a more positive note l4d2 is AMAZING! i cannot get enough of it and ive picked up CSS again. yaaay hopefully il find a new team, and then lan here we come.

Hopefully next time i update il be a bit more positive as i have a new PROJECT im just starting and enlisting the help of a fellow deviant to create the main piece of artwork ^_^

Speak soon guys

Amy

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: my obsession - cinema bizarre
  • Reading: stuff?
  • Watching: ghost lab
  • Playing: l4d2
  • Eating: Nothing... ooo im'a hungry!!
  • Drinking: summer fruits squash

I am still alive!

Mon Sep 1, 2008, 8:17 PM
Hey,
Its been again FAR too long since i wrote in this thing.. not that anyone reads it!

So.... the last time i wrote was in april, just after lan i believe...
Well Im still with my boyfriend and im even more in love than i first thought, we have had our ups and downs but hey.. everyone does.
Suddenly tonight after not hearing from him all day something in me has clicked... and god i miss him so so much!!

Im going to uni in 2 weeks! huzzah! so il get to live with my bf and go back to studying what i always have enjoyed- History.

Sorry i really cant concentrate on writing anything in depth about anything at the moment.. my mind is filled with romantic and cuddly thoughts...

I have drawn a few cartoon style pictures recently but my scanner is hiding under my bed and im not sure it would even work with this laptop so im afraid anyone who likes my drawings will have to wait til i can get a printer and scanner for uni.

Im hoping to get back into the swing of things soon, i love to draw as much as i love to sing.

Anyways its like.. 5:15 am here and i should really try to get some sleep!

Anyways until next time

Amy

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Have a little Faith in me
  • Reading: the ramble i just wrote..
  • Watching: BBC news
  • Playing: Typing of the Dead!
  • Eating: Nothing... ooo im'a hungry!!
  • Drinking: Flat sprite...

Hi

Thu Apr 10, 2008, 6:19 PM
Sorry its been so long, I found myself busy these last few monthes with professional gaming.... however going in straight into the top teams proved to have its problems.
However we all know that with problems bring great opportunities....
Mine came in the form of my wonderful partner, we spent a few days together at a gaming lan.... and now i cannot imagine my life not with him...i do wish we were a little closer however,a sea holding us apart is kinda problematic :(

he is my musical muse.. i hope he can be my artistic muse also.

I will get around to some drawings soon i promise :)

Amy

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Snow Patrol- burn the bar
  • Watching: dexter
  • Playing: guitar \m/
  • Eating: strawberry laces
  • Drinking: diet coke...

yeah as i thought...

Thu Apr 5, 2007, 9:44 AM
so when i reported a while back that either i would be knocking out a load of work or hardly any at all...well im afriad it was the latter.
however i am trying my hardest to knock some out.... its the only thing keeping me sane atm.
life doesnt seem to be getting any better, with the murder of one of my school friends happening on saturday.
all i can say is i bloody well hope the bastards responsible for it get life... lewis was a kind loving, talented young lad and he will be sorely missed.

<3 to lewis's family in this hard time

amy

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: within temptation-our farewell
  • Watching: heros (omg uber uber uber!)
  • Playing: world of warcraft, lotr online beta,.......
  • Eating: im currently not eating nor do i plan to
  • Drinking: tea! white and cuddly...how i like it :)

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